May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable to you, O Lord, my Strength and my Redeemer. Amen.
I am truly grateful to Fr. Evan and Fr. David for the privilege of being able to speak to you today. As some of you may know, I attended and graduated from the Episcopal School for Deacons several years ago. In that time I was tremendously inspired by the possibilities for service as a Permanent Deacon, and yet at the same time I was truly challenged by the requirement to preach. I thought that preaching was an apostolic duty, and that if I were meant to preach, I would’ve been called to be a Priest rather than a Permanent Deacon. Being a Deacon, I thought, was about feeding the hungry; caring for the sick, the poor and the helpless; pursuing Social Justice Issues, and as the Dean of our school put it, becoming a bridge between the works of the Church and the needs of the world. But quite recently, in reading the Rule of Life of a certain monastic order, I was starkly reminded of my duty, indeed my responsibility, to preach. I was reminded that the exchange of the living word among us, in combination with the written word, is a very powerful expression of the Holy Spirit. Through preaching, we share with one another the fruits of prayer, study and life experience, in order to build up our common life (a).
Essentially, I was reminded that people [everywhere] are hungry for [the] good news that life is full of meaning when lived in union with God (b). And as a community baptized into the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ, our primary calling, whether lay or clergy, is to be witnesses and messengers of that Good News(c).
“O how good and pleasant it is when brethren live together in unity!” our psalm today begins. Unity is a scarce item in today’s world. One of every three marriages in the U.S. ends in divorce. The Republican candidates in this year’s nomination process have been hotly divided and extremely rude to each other, and even to our President, as can hardly be believed. Just this morning, former Vice President Dick Cheney called President Obama an “unmitigated disaster”. I’d consider this a divisive statement! Even our own beloved worldwide Anglican Communion teeters on the brink of schism – which, admittedly, it has done several times before. But you can tell by the tone of longing and wistfulness in this first line from the psalms, that even then, thousands of years ago, unity was an ideal, not a commonality.
Where does unity begin, then? It starts on the ground floor. Unity begins here, in this place, with an eclectic, unique group of spiritual seekers from all different backgrounds and life experiences, united in our search for a life of meaning, a union with God, and thus profoundly enough, with one another.
We’ve been told, and many of us truly believe, that Jesus set an example for living which is a right, good and joyful thing – a life of unity with God and one another – and not just for a brief lifespan of 70 or 80 years, but for all of eternity. When I look around, I see brothers and sisters, a family of believers, all of us flawed but still getting up after we occasionally fall down, sometimes bickering amongst ourselves, but eventually coming to a consensus of sorts. We truly are a family, united by Christ, in this life together, forever. I look around and think – really, I’m spending eternity with you guys?!? We’ll have plenty of time to get to know each other, won’t we!?! We are struggling toward unity, for eternity – and that is truly a part of the Good News.
Having looked at our own community, let’s return to the very first Christian community, as described in the book of Acts. “The whole group of those who believed were of one heart and soul, and no one claimed private ownership of any possessions, but everything they owned was held in common. With great power the apostles gave their testimony to the resurrection of the Lord Jesus, and great grace was upon them all. There was not a needy person among them, for as many as owned lands or houses sold them and brought the proceeds of what was sold.”
We are asked here to observe how a newly created but rapidly growing group, led by the very apostles who followed and were taught by Jesus, lived out the principles of love, compassion and forgiveness. You know the first word to come to mind when I read this passage? Socialists!! They were a bunch of Socialists!!
For me personally, having read about and experienced modern European socialism in Scandinavia and France, socialism is not a difficult word. Studies have shown that the happiest countries in the world, and the countries with the finest health care systems, are frequently socialist democracies! But for many Americans, particularly senior citizens who remember the cruel authoritarianism of the Nazi party or the failed communes of the former USSR, socialism is a very difficult word, a path toward destruction not to be taken by America. Many Americans see their own panic buttons pushed when President Obama proposes changes of all sorts: health care reform, higher taxes for the wealthy and stimulus plans for employment and manufacturing. Wealth redistribution, assisting the poor (whether they deserve it or not), higher wages for workers, less profits for shareholders –these can be very difficult concepts for the wealthy elite, the so-called 1% . But if these are difficult words to you, recall the early Church as described in today’s reading. Recall especially that all that we possess is given to us by God, through God’s blessing upon us. If not for the grace of God, there we would be also —jobless, on the street, in the homeless shelters, in the emergency room without insurance – there we would be also, and possibly some among us are already there. Without compassion, there is no civilization. Without a sharing of resources, since all resources are ultimately limited, others will continue to suffer. This was God’s mandate to the early Church – to share with one another so that no one has any need. This is reflection of Love Itself which we in the Church are still mandated to carry out today, albeit in a more complex, expensive, and anxiety producing modern world.
Finally, our Gospel Reading from John. Thomas is absent for some reason from the first post-resurrection appearance of Jesus to his disciples, so Thomas believes his associates have probably been hallucinating due to their deep grief. Jesus alive? In person? You’ve got to be kidding. But a week later, Jesus appears to his group of disciples once again. This time Thomas is present. Jesus literally requires Thomas to touch the wounds on Jesus’ hands (or palms) and the decidedly fatal wound on his side. Thomas falls to his knees and cries out, “My Lord and my God!”
Now, in addition to his disciples, more than 500 people were reported to have seen Jesus alive after his resurrection. Faith, or fairy tale? Work of God, or wishful thinking? Let’s remember this – for God, anything is possible. And God loves us so much, that God granted us the ultimate freedom – that of free will. Isn’t love freely given and returned far more meaningful than conditional. or worse, manipulated love? Of course it is – so we have been given free will. We can seek God and pursue unity, love, compassion and peace, or we can walk away and look for something else. Honor, pleasure, wealth and power are the usual substitutes. But in the end, all we are really looking for is one another – sweethearts, friends, family…relationships that make us laugh, or cry or hug each other a lot.
We’re looking for God through our relationships: with one another, and with Christ our brother and Lord. And if you really do love your neighbor, your best friend, your family members – the folks in your life who seem to live in the shadow of sadness or anxiety most of the time – bring them to church. Let them see what eternity could be like. Let them experience the compassion, love and forgiveness which we’re all seeking, right here at Trinity.
I have an assignment for each one of you, to be completed before next Sunday. Raise your hand (LOL, trust me!) and then answer, “I will”. Your mission, should you choose to accept it, is this simple: pick out a Trinity member or visitor whom you haven’t seen or talked with in a while, and call them up. Chat for a bit, let them know that you’ve been thinking about them. Find out what’s going on in their life, what’s important to them. Will you do it? I will!
It is always a challenge for me personally (being a bit of an introvert of late) to reach out this way, but just remember – as Christians, we are family for eternity. “O how good and pleasant it is, when brethren live together in unity!” Amen.

Judy Hedin